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This weekend was amazing

Posted on 18-04-2016

As the title already states: this weekend was amazing. It started on Saturday when there was this service in the church. The person speaking was amazing, very enthusiastic and cheerful. Luckily I waited for this girl that I’m going to call my girlfriend from now on :)
So yeah, I was with her and her sisters were there too. It was the first time that they asked things about me because of well, my girlfriend haha.
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What is happening?

Posted on 11-04-2016

As the title says; what is happening? I have seriously no clue anymore. Last week was such a happy week, everything was how it had to be. But since Wednesday, a lot collapsed. At first I thought it was just happening in my mind and I actually still think that, but there are so many things that keep me awake end keep me from eating and drinking. I’m even dropping weight quite quickly.

Seriously, what is happening? If you know, please tell me… And especially if you know a way to stop it or slow it down…

~ Me

Dancing through my room

Posted on 05-04-2016

A lot of great things are happening lately, I’ll try to give you an impression of the days that I’ve had.

This week I know that I found the one :D and how!
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So far away

Posted on 23-03-2016

Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A life to heal the broken heart with all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

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A nice song

Posted on 29-09-2015

Hey everyone,

Long time no see, I’m very busy at the moment.
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Almost a meltdown

Posted on 26-08-2015

Hey guys,

Fun-fact: Panic attacks can occur both expectedly or suddenly.

This has been a really, really, really weird day. On a normal day, I don’t think, I just do. Today was different, I was thinking the whole time with a frown on my face. Read more »

Enthusiasm funnel

Posted on 25-08-2015

Hey guys,

First of all, I wrote this at night because I couldn’t sleep. I wrote it with one hand on my phone while feeling sad and angry at the same time. So I’m sorry for typos.

Fun-fact: Pigs can experience depression.

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When I go to bed

Posted on 21-08-2015

Hey guys,

Here I am again!

Fun-fact: Humans spend a third of their life sleeping. That’s about 30 years.

Well some people like to sleep, but some people don’t. Like me. I hate it. If I didn’t had to, I wouldn’t. Why do I hate it, you’re asking? Well, first of all: It’s a waste of time. I mean, read the fun-fact. 30 years of your life! But that isn’t the main reason.
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Asperger in combination with bipolar

Posted on 08-08-2015


Fun-fact: The usual age of onset of bipolar is late teens to early twenties.

And I think I have it… In combination with a bipolar disorder. I did the tests.. It both came out very high. Does it make me sad? Nope, I already am sad.
It’s funny. One moment, you think that you’re okay, or even very okay, the next moment you feel like shit. Just because of 1 little thought that slipped into your head. It’s kind of scary.
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Posted on 07-08-2015

Fun-fact: Enough sunlight reaches the earth’s surface each minute to satisfy the world’s energy demands for an entire year.
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My current mood

Posted on 06-08-2015


Fun-fact: Forcing yourself to smile can boost your mood.

Well, it doesn’t look like that’s helping at all at the moment… I’m kind of sad.
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Posted on 06-08-2015


Fun-fact: Experience of fear may be influenced by social norms and values, fear is an innate response. It is fundamental to the biogical makeup of animals.

Today I want to talk about xaireaphobia. It is the fear of saying goodbye, I don’t know if it is the real name for this disorder but it’s the only thing that I could find.
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Nice song

Posted on 04-08-2015

Hi guys :3

Fun-fact: You don’t like the original version of a song because it’s better. You like it because it’s the one you heard first.

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Forgetting things

Posted on 04-08-2015

Fun-fact: Your long-term memory shuts down during sleep.

Don’t you think it’s funny? You see or hear thing but you forget then most of the time within a half hour.

Like, 10 minutes ago, I heard a lot of noise outside. It sounded like a helicopter, so I went outside and looked, but I couldn’t see anything. I thought: “Well, this is probably something that I will forget in less than an hour!”
If I post this, it’ll never be forgotten.
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Hey, I guess my name is …

Posted on 04-08-2015

Welcome to my blog.

Fun-fact: You’re now addicted!

What you can expect from me

– I will not tell you my (real) name,, or will I? :3
– I will not tell you my age.
– I will not tell you my sex.
– I will not tell you where I’m from.
– I will discuss some situation with friends, but I will not tell you their personal details. The situations and stories that I’m going to tell soon are real though.
– I will talk to people if they want to.
– I will not care about any copyright information, so sorry if I copied something when I’m not allowed to.
– (Regarding the previous point) I will not post movies, music or that kind of things.
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